Tuesday

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Should I get the opportunity for self pity-- and there is no good fortune in the world that is so good it can stave off bad feelings-- I am surrounded by a world of people and words which I flow in and out of, knowing I have a stake in. I am not alone.

For the first time in weeks, saw

Dean

in church on Sunday. I smiled and called out his name. He smiled brightly, and then went on with his business. The experience was all fairly underwhelming. I am constantly sure that most experiences will be just that: underwhelming. And yet a little let down when they actually are.