i
want to be awakened
but like all religious
people in the post
religious world
i want to be awakened selectively
and what if, when your ram's horn blows
it shocks me rocks me
what if i awaken on the landmine
what if this time
i wake up blinking
sleep walking
on fire
what if i wake up like the buried
alive

it takes a long time to climb out of
dirt

or if i see all i have is dirt
and burn all this shit on a pyre?